My little corner

Stefano and I are visiting Vancouver over this weekend. We are attending AniRevo and there should be more places where we can take a visit. All I can think of is North Van and their gallery.  There were much more interesting artworks last couple of years and it is far less interesting these days. 

There was someone who tried to ask Stefano out fully aware and knowing that he is dating me.  I wondered about it and messaged her politely asking if it is okay if we can have a chat. There is still no reply but I assume that they are just simply busy at the moment.  I was proud of Stefano for blocking her in front of me and he did say that he told her that he did not want to talk to her anymore. I wonder if that part is true but I am still proud of him. 

There has not been a lot of work here at TransX. I couldn't keep myself entertained without completely neglecting my duties. There is always someone coming by the front and there are other potential hires coming into the front door as well. There has been lots of people looking for a job here.  I have been rushing into finishing all of my duties even before noon. It might be a plus for me, but I would really like to know what the other employees here thinks. I do finish all my duties. I like to go online to shop and check other websites out. I really think I should be finding things to do here.  I finished putting all of the orders that Holly and I have made couple days ago. There really aren't that many products in the large three boxes that I was left with. Two large boxes were Kleenex and wet wipes. The last large box contained all the small stationary items that we really needed, like batteries. There are simply too many stationaries and office supplies in the storage room.

There are quite a bit of spare time while I am at work.  I think I can take some time to write here. I had couple of nightmares and it has been very unpleasant. I do not want to get that kind of person in real life.  There were couple of people that I have met who had connections with Stefano; I think they're okay. I would still like to make my own kind of friends.  There aren't as many events holding this July and some concerts seem like a hassle to visit. There must be other things to do here in Calgary. 

 I moved to Calgary with most of my stuff back at my parent's house. I did not know how little I had in comparison to Stefano. To be fair, he had a whole house to himself back in Grande Prairie. 

I don't know why I am getting these kinds of treatment from strangers.  I haven't done anything wrong. What did I do?  I just wanted to be loved by the right people. I dislike the kind of people that approach me. I am very tired. I'm cutting ties with mom as soon as possible. She ruined my brain.